Wednesday, August 09, 2006
so long neber update le.. should update something here hur.. these few daes haf been real troubled for mi.. all the things happen at one go.. i noe i must be strong at this point of time.. i haf to.. prelims.. a's.. are waiting for mi.. i totally got no mood to study.. but i noe i hadta.. i m left wif no choice..
things haf been so wrong for us.. u might think that i m happy wif my life.. but who noes deep inside mi?? i might look strong and happy outside.. but wad bout my inside.. i m struggling.. struggling real bad.. i hold back my tears.. i hadta be happy on the surface..
sometimes i jux wish that everything can come to an end.. i m tired of all these.. studies.. doubt i can catch up wif it.. problems.. doubt i can solve them.. wad more can i yearn for.. i jux hope to be a normal happy gal.. izit so difficult??
i might haf changed in ur eyes.. but we are jux frenx.. is that wrong?? i need to relax too.. i need someone to turn to oso..
ps: i can onli sae a sorry
Yand will you fufill my dream this summer?
8:19 PM
